Your love is my drug.

2010-08-03T00:27:00.003+08:00

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Decided to move on to a new space, where I can openly express my inner thoughts and (hopefully) note down only those precious happy moments. Even so, i won't be removing this lil bloggie of mine as there's way too many good and bad times safely kept here.

xx.

2010-07-28T23:06:00.002+08:00

Busy like a bee these days.

will be back blogging and prolly a couple of pictures up here when i'm less busy? ohyar, i've gotten a job alr. gonna start working when i'm back from genting. hmmm, i hope it's gonna be a fresh new good start. but working in this industry... i wonder if it's good or bad? prolly a very bad one for baby (but no matter how, i'll still make sure i keep our pact going on and on.. :))

and i'm glad i caught up with the girlfriends yesterday for k-ing at Scape. happy belated anyway, to dearest ling ! :) i hope last night was a gd one, cos i'd hell lots of good time with you girls, as always. hope the next one would be with the guys arnd, steamboat as planned right? :)

tmr and fri will be a 2days rdshow. long hours but good pay ;) worth the while i guess, since i'm left with an empty shell after saving for years.... time to rlly start planning and do some saving up for rainy days. hope to be able to meet baby tmr, missing him after both sides' negligence for 2 days :p

okie dokeys, cant wait to see the other two dearest on fri as well! xx.

2010-07-13T15:35:00.002+08:00

ohyar, adding on, many thanks to all who text/msged me rgrding a couple of days back's issue, as well as for my trip later on! =)

2010-07-13T15:26:00.002+08:00

so yesterday was mommy's birthday! we had two celebrations for her :) one was on sunday tgt with ah ma @ Amici. and the other was last night over @ PuTien with the 7 of us. :)

Hope mommy had the greatest birthday celebration this year! heh. and tgt with our long-awaited vacation trip later midnight for the next 10 days... weehoo!

i hope things will just continue getting better even after i'm back! God bless.

okie dokeys, gonna miss quite a no. of peepo! :D including my chickie baby! haheho xx.

2010-07-11T15:54:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, made up with JM yesterday noon when I was over at my grandparents. No, it wasn't that usual drama tactic like turning up at the doorstep that kinda mushy shit.

It's more like, I've decided to stop & stay.

Cos, yeah, it's no matter how I felt, how I tried to stand firm on my own beliefs, how I tried to express those thoughts and unevenness.... theres still aint any conclusion at all. This whole mess just turned out to be an epic, dragging many non-issue-related 'victims'.

It wasn't that I believed him, but rather than being deemed as "unreasonably determined", i guess, maybe, i should just get out of my 'insecurity zone' and move along? yeap. Though pretty contradicting much to my previous entry, but this time round, I'm gonna be more firm with my decision that this shall and will definitely be the LAST time.

cos baby, it's either all or nothing.

2010-07-09T23:10:00.004+08:00

These foolish games... are tearing me apart....

Breaking me apart....

2010-07-09T21:47:00.003+08:00

Haven had a single proper meal since this morning when I was at work... till now. Only had a packet of 3 yummy choc chip oats biscuit. but i still feel hungreh. :(

sigh, I feel so down, so moody, so bewildered, so confused, so vexed. i don't get it. i rlly don't. is speaking the truth that hard? or is it too hard to admit? or maybe i was totally wrong?

I honestly dunno a single shit. i just know, so what if results are satisfactory? turned out well? it doesn't mean anything, at all.... especially when, a (Y) day became dampened after all this fuck up shit-ass mess.

is it true that smtimes the truth is too hard to explain that one has to lie? it's those fuck up LIES that ruin every single thing. and yea, here i go again, s(he) be(lie)ved. you get me?

i dont' feel gd. i mean, i don't know whats right and whats wrong, i can't figure out a single shit thats going on. i kinda feel disappointed, no, rather, more of... speechless? or whatever.

I... I just can't seem to smile.

2010-07-04T22:54:00.003+08:00

Start of a new month.... is always bad. But do believe that there's always sunshine after the rain :) so hopefully things just get better, for each and everyone of us.

yeap. have been so used to not attending lessons, that i suddenly feel that, i've lost touch with the "studies" world. hahaha. it feels damn gr8 to be not studying, to be not facing that stress & pressure from the exams, srsly! But... kinda bewildered abt my choice. degree or degree not? i honestly, detest studying modules that is rlly not my type -__- furthermore, results are coming out soon... i rlly wonder if i managed to pass accting? blah.

oh yar, have been working almost everyday out of late! and am gonna officially withdraw my stay on 9th. having mixed feelings abt my departure though. :/ but think it's gonna be good? in helping me to rlly stop spending and save up lo! i think i worked till like a cow and those hard-earned $$$ just.... *phew* SO EASILY whenever i spend or just click "confirm" on9. srsly, those $$$, within a second, without any backwarding, it's gone!!!! sibeh jialat.

okie dokeys, i met Lincoln boy ytd and he grown up so damn much! had so much fun with him tgt with my sis. and ahgong seems to be feeling better now! hopefully, God bless!!! :) so gonna stop now and hope i get to see my dearies soon!

xx

2010-06-29T00:15:00.013+08:00

"雨过天晴"

Hmmm, last night wasn't very much a good day. For me, for him, for the ppl arnd. I feel i'm partly responsible for his actions, for all that he did to cause so much misunderstandings and unhappiness. Rlly very apologetic to both of you. :(

Sigh. As much as I loathe the way he tried to handle things, causing a shit-ass mess, I'm beginning to learn to see things from a different perspective. Like rlly putting myself in others' shoes (not just him alone).

It's undeniable that i'm rlly skeptical abt quite a no. of things that I'm aware of... But i've decided to give this relationship a one last try. I rlly am thankful to my mom, who woke up in the middle of the night just to be there for me during my darkest period. to weijian, for having been there, for trying to console me and make me see things from a different angle (even when i was a burden, causing such a huge mess for you). to jacjac for coming all the way to my place and fetch me for a good heart-to-heart talk with the companion of nice food, good scenic view and listening ears. to the 3 sisters for standing by me through it all. to wenxin, rayne, joanna, hweeling, wanling, corinne, dawnie for their concern 24/7.

Not missing out jovina, someone whom i have never spoken a single word to, before. someone whom, i all along get very affected over the very littlest things. but still thank you babe, for meaning well/for your concern/for your blessings, rlly. :)

hmmm, wadever it is, some sense had been knocked into my head thruout this whole shit-ass mess... and those marks on my hand will serve as a reminder for myself. so, hopefully... hopefully things can work out btwn us this time round, for the very last time.

rmbr Remember? not gonna let history repeat.

2010-06-28T10:11:00.001+08:00

"You can try your hardest. you can do everything. and say everything. But sometimes, people aren’t worth trying over anymore. they aren’t worth worrying about. It’s important to know when to let someone go when they’re letting you down."

2010-06-28T05:33:00.001+08:00

Betrayal is a much deeper emotional and psychological hurt because it is a deliberate "violation of trust".

2010-06-27T16:58:00.003+08:00

Hmmm, time rlly advances so quickly... June, in a blink of an eye, is rlly gonna come to an end in like another 3 days time?

Can't wait for July to approach... so many programmes coming up! Like our beloved Lincoln's 3rd birthday, mom's birthday, 10 days trip, brother sam's baby 1 mth old celebration, family/friends get-to-gether, 6th mthsary and not forgetting the girlfriend's 19th! :D

My job is also ending soon. I can't wait!!! Honestly. :/ but I don't quite know what kinda job i'm gonna look for when i'm back... and will i even be employed? hahahaahahhah.

okie dokeys, anyway... yesterday wasn't that gr8 but still not thatttt bad afterall. will upload pictures when i'm free! gotta get prepared and head out soon.

baibai.

2010-06-23T13:06:00.004+08:00

Heheheheeh, today's a deliberate off-day! :p

this explains why i'm finally able to fork out some time for my dear friends! it's rlly ages since the 'complete' clique actually met up to dine out and talk abt practically everything tgt. and it feels real gr8 to be able to meet them in a couple of hours' time :) can't wait can't wait !

tmr will be back to work again! but thank god, it's gonna be another gr8 day cos i'll get to see my girlfriends (jacjac/ling/jen) :D there's so much of catching up to do! heh.

Anyway... time rlly flies. it's been so long, but the old problems are arising again. my ah gong was admitted to the hosp. then discharged a couple of days later due to an old ailment. Have been popping by my grandparents' place out of late to visit him. i rlly do hope God just bless him with speedy recovery and the news of my cousin's newborn baby boy will just perk him up!

talking abt that, June is finally coming to an end. July is approaching and i rlly can't wait! there's so many activities planned. :D hehe rlly looking forward to our 10days vacation trip and my withdrawal of contract with my workplace. thou it's a tad sad that i can no longer work alongside with the very nice and friendly and helpful and funny colleagues, but i think its alr quite a gr8 experience to have worked there and be part of the family :) gonna look for a new job when i'm back from my trip!

okie dokeys gonna stop now, proceed with my games and wait for mom to bring me back some marrybrown! heehee. gonna do some planning of exercising when i'm done with all the good food tonight haha! but this usually will be shelved aside till i rlly got the kick of working out. so yeap, be prepared to see a new fatty jessica hahahahhaha.

2010-06-19T01:14:00.001+08:00

Hates being stood up for smthg that i was particularly looking forward to.

2010-06-15T00:24:00.008+08:00

JB trip :
this was way back with baby and his sisters and bfssss...

my bao ^^

the 2 really unique dishes that we ordered! really (Y) :D

look at the size of the ice-cream balls ! :p

this was wad baby and I gotten for ourselves ! time to remove & add on :O
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Study :
stayed over at Baby's and did a long good productive studying/revision for my exams!

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Buddy hoagies :
metup with baby and my family for dinner at bkt timah! we'd my all-time-favourite rosti and went Courts :) dad gotten me and bro a new mattress for our bed. hehe! new bed new bed :D

Steamboat :

the long awaited holidays are here! it was my last paper today and i hope i did well. pretty confident for most of the qsns hehe :D

@ night, it was finally a long catching up session with my dearest Jxl, zengye, christina and quanhong. zy's mom and sis and jie fu joined us for steamboat... as usual, quite a no. of food were leftover and we ate extremely MUCH. haha sibeh fattening but food + soup sibeh good also :p

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Singapore Flyer + Baby's mom birthday celebration :
went over to baby's place at night. left home with his parents at night and we headed for the flyer! :) it was a planned thing, but fuck the school or whatever the flyer i/c. didnt state when asked or anything, had to pay additional 60bux when we alr got the tix. chao turtle -__- !

car bang bang - caused massive jam and we reached home only like close to 11pm? immed. got the cake out and a simple celebration for baby's mom :D had bbq-ed chicken wings and satays and all from huiying while we watched the soccer match...

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Surprise for Mommy dearest ♥ :
this was yet another planned thing, but for my mom this time round. hehe! sis and i kept shelving the plan and finally we brought mom there! tgt with baby, ed and TT :D

had really good dim-sums that taste mamamia~ and mom's favourite, long-awaited PIGLETS buns! it's damn cute but the ears / nose of the piggie is a tad too hard.

Even so, it's the smile thats on your face, that matters most ;)

my twin !
(even baby's family thot sis was me -__- hahaha!)

♥

& this is where love is found...

♥

2010-06-14T02:16:00.002+08:00

YAY! So, the best thing about tonight is that, we're not fighting. :D

today is a super tiring day! went home early in the mrng and helped with dad's stuff. had fingers licking good kentucky fried chicken hahaha! then fatme needed to take a short nap after all the talkings and stuff. so i went to bed and woke up by baby's textssss!

so i gotten prepared and met baby with hs, trained down to the IT FAIR, first was to benben's then over to gary's. okay, it's fuck crowded -__- and had to get baby carry the box of cartridges wherever we go. (while me and HS were relaxing all the way hehe! :p) we had yummy Astons for dinner (long queue as well but worth the while, i guess?)

trained back with baby and DVDed before i'm back here, lying flat on my bed, typing this out. hehe i'm so gonna get to bed now! and yeah, overdued pictures of the Singapore Flyer, baby's mom b'day celebration, surprise sis and I planned for our mommy dearest, steamboat etc... will all gonna be up probably by this weekend! i dragged this for far too long, time to do some uploading before bloggie turns rusty. heeh.

can't wait to catch all the movies that i wanna catch so badly!!! to get it over and done with, with my current job and head over for a good vacation trip! to start brand new and do smthg productive over the long break i'm gonna have from schooling :D meet up with the RP buddies, YHS clique, lizhen & co., MDIS dearies, Jxl, and not forgotting jacjac ling and jen (missed out too much from y'all alr!)

Hao liao, someone is waiting for me to go to sleep tgt! hehe. till then and xoxo

2010-06-11T15:00:00.002+08:00

"你是我唯一想要的了解"

Even though we have been quarrelling every now and then, varying from those small lil tiffs to very huge ones...
Just want you to know, I love you baby!

♥

2010-06-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

got tons to blog and update. but time is runnning out. luckily med is working fast on me, getting better than before alr :D gonna continue with my revision and off to bed! xx

2010-06-02T19:47:00.000+08:00

Some girls are like volcanoes, they will erupt when you least expect it. That's me.

2010-06-02T00:29:00.002+08:00

I'm backspacing whatever I'd typed all over again and again and again and again. Fuck, I don't know what the fuck's gotten into me. But I really detest this shit ass feeling. This always happen to me whenever someone isn't around.

I feel so upset. But idk why. I need to start revising now, like really NOW, cos it's just fucking 1 more day to the next paper. Yet i'm still sitting on the books, not revising at all. Sem 2 is darn different from Sem 1, at least i can still secure an A or a B. Now ? I'm totally losing my confidence and faith, when it's just 1 ppr down.

I start to get more fearful, more paranoid, much much more than before. Hai.

2010-06-01T00:38:00.002+08:00

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2010-05-31T15:46:00.007+08:00

2010-05-29T01:27:00.003+08:00

i'd be happy for you, if you're truely happier right now..

2010-05-29T00:20:00.003+08:00

TADAH! that's my new room decor and it's making my morning shine more brightly every day! so fucking pleased with the outcome :D especially with cute lil bunnies and my favourite stars. hehe i'm loving wenxin's owls even more too !! have yet to look at her pretty walls, WHEN HUH HU XIAO JIE + my GREEN MEE? heheho :O

(a basket of bunnies and stars for you? :P)

this was taken before our ma jiang started..~

HEHEHEHO

and this was taken @ AMK HUB !

pretty slow a service.. but food wasn't that bad. esp their mango snow ice!!!

(look at the BXG face + swollen puffy eyes :( )

and here's another part of my wall that was done up by me and baby! :D

okie wo xian zai sibeh happy with my room decor but still very messy. too many things. time to pack and throw once my exams are over! okie dokeys, needa stop and get back to revision. i kept going out of track... and it's quite late a time to study everything when the paper is like in another 3 days time? -.- sian, really can jixu.

2010-05-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

I'm quite hooked up to thai songs lately. This is so not me. Strange much.

2010-05-27T01:28:00.003+08:00

"Somethings, can never be forgotten - I know."

had a long tiring day! but overall it was (Y) :D hehe! done up another wall decor with baby again just now.. woo! loving my room even more now :D hoho, i'm gonna slowly rid off all the things thats affecting the mood of some ppl. waha!

okie dokeys, i'm so dead now. dreading the feeling of heading to work tmr :( but have got no choice, needa rush and complete all the on-hand work. get back to revision cause i have yet to start preparation for monday's ppr (GG for sure -.-). ohyar did i mention too, that i've yet to send my phone for repairs? i'm so fucking lazy to do so :/ and all the contacts, infos, addresses, pictures or whatever i saved in my previous phone is as good as GONE now -.- blar i hope its not beyond repair yet, i will send it for repair as soon as my exams are over! alrighty shall end here now and get prepared to zZzzz..

2010-05-26T01:40:00.002+08:00

baby refuses to pick up my calls when it was like a second ago that he text me. and he refuses to let me touch up my current tatt or get inked again. okay, i'm bored. i cant concentrate on my studies at all.

2010-05-26T01:00:00.002+08:00

Procrastination ends today. :)

Hmm.. school term has ended last thurs. It's study break week now actually, and my exams are really otw alr (nxt week's my first ppr!!) i'm pretty tensed up and worried, in fact all sort of feelings overwhelming me right now. i'm so worried for my accounts and case studies, especially!! i hardly attend the lectures, or if i did, i am always late for class or never once attentive at all. omg. that's the thing for privates, i guess?

Another thing is that, this 7mths, in a blink of an eye, really PHEW~ so quickly!!!! I can't bear to part and not be classmates anymore with this bunch/group of really nice classmates with really nice lecturers. :( everyone is pursuing their own different goals, we are in fact all over the place in Singapore. i've seen how plastic and fuckup some ppl can be, and i too, realize who is always at my side.. thanks ivy, dawnie and corinne :) you girls have been in a very impt position in my heart too. not forgetting the group of guys; layoon terry gabe charlie etc.. who is always ever willing to drive us to IKEA for lunch or wherever. i can't wait to take class photos with all of you before we officially leave this school! ♥

Okie dokeys, i'm now bewildered abt the degree courses and my current temp. job! which course should i go for, and should i quit this job and move on to another? hai. i really am so fickled like that... i can hardly be decisive and make a decision one lor. just like our vacation trip, we're still pondering which country to travel during mom's birthday (even up till now, we haven't come to a conclusion at all -.-) okay quite sian, i have been trying to control myself and not be tempted by all the temptations online and when i'm at town. hahaha but ohwell, prodigal spender will never be able to change their habits. i admit that :/ i spent a bomb everytime i shop. like getting an additional stussy shorts, more tops more dresses more totes more bags, and even aiming for that gucci flats and coach wallet... hehehe. i'm so gonna get a scolding from baby if he reads this :S

Anyway... May has always been the busiest month of the year for me. way too many dearies are May babies hahaha! so yeap, had an advanced "surprise" celebration for lin by xin and myself. cake done up @ 313 icing room (but the service is totally fucked, cant forget the whole experience there t(".)t) hope you'd a good time out, dear! :)

Then was xin's advanced birthday celebration! No longer a surprise... haha! But still, i hope it was an enjoyable day for you! :) finally an advanced, belated no more :P

On a side note... lil zac has been such a cutie boy! who never fails to brighten up my day whenever i am at baby's place! hehe his lil actions of jealousy always make me wanna laugh :p

and here's the boy who is pissing me out of late! but still very much in love with him, though he left me home alone today. FORGIVEN KAY... considering that it's our 4th mthsary tday ^^

And and i miss this CC boy whom i watched him grow up for 3 yrs..

the 3 girls whom i always have difficulty meeting!!!!

the clique who are also always as busy as a bee!!!

and my RP clique!!!!!

woah, i hope i get to see them asap after my exams! not fgeting jo girl and 1c too! then i'm gonna go on flyer with baby and his parents again, my vacation trip, and hopefully the genting trip with baby's family and relatives too! :D and this week's zoo and jb trip! weeeheee!

alrighty time to get back to my revision again. till then xoxo :)

2010-05-21T11:36:00.002+08:00

"you were never a waste of time, you were just a harsh realization that i could do better." - this goes out to someone who was once a very very important person in my life. no doubt, i can never forget him. he will always stand some where, just some where in my heart. but i'm glad, i moved on with life. like finally.

cause today, i finally found someone, who is wayyyy important than you were, who made me realize i could do better and yadayada... thank god, i found you, tkm. :) love you to bits! hope this brightens up your day!

i'm gonna get prepared for work hehe cya tonight xoxo

2010-05-18T21:56:00.005+08:00

Well, out of late, so much has happened, yet again.

I kinda feel, my paranoia is killing the shit out of me. I feel like when baby's not arnd, I get so insecure, I get pretty moody and all. Like, hell yea, I don't need to meet him everyday to see him everyday or yadayada... But I guess smthings are just killing me. Like i don't want to, but I can't help it too that kinda feeling. I don't quite know how to explain this fuckup feeling I have. But on the contrary, I wish someone do understand. I once said, to be with him, I should and ought to accept his good & bad, his past present and future... i've tried. yet, I can't stop myself from not being sensitive.

How I wish I can stop over-reacting, but some words, just some things can easily make my mind just go haywired. Smthing is just wrong.. it's like i'm probably over-reacting over the littlest things lor. Bah, I should have just place trust and faith in him and this rls. But no? I'm not?

Hahaha it's just so contradicting ! And smtimes it's better to not know him too well, too inside-out that his family members come to me than me doing the other way to know abt his stuff.

Anyhow.. I'm glad we clarified things with one another and made it through this upset day! hehe yes i'm sorry! i shouldn't have doubted you, especially after knowing all that you'd done to prove to each and everyone of us that you've changed for the better. i know you will definitely be that only "leopard" who will change it's spots, right? ;) heheh, congratz for not smoking for 1 mth+ alr! yay, now all your family members are happy for you :D love ya baby! happy working on your proj.!

"really thankful to have been the girl, who gave you a story to tell :)"

2010-05-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

"Forgive and forget, that’s what they all say. Its undoubtedly good advice, but not very practical. When someone hurts us, its like an automatic mechanism - we usually want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to straighten things right. But without forgiveness, wounds will never heal. I guess the most we can hope for is that one day, we’ll be lucky enough to forget."

2010-05-17T02:57:00.002+08:00

How does it feels like to be cheated? Or to be lied by someone who meant a lot to you?

i kinda hope, not.

2010-05-16T01:39:00.002+08:00

"有你的快乐"

been quite smtime since i last posted up an entry just for you! so here you go... :)

thank u baby! for all that you'd said and done. esp, your tolerance towards my fuckup temper whenever i'm feeling blue, your understanding and patience towards me (during those tough tiring days at sch/work), your thoughtfulness (for wanting to fetch me from sch/work just to refrain me from being alone, no matter where i am), your ability to make me smile and laugh at your silly actions :p and most imptly, thank you for doting on me, pampering me, and loving me!

i know it has been v.rocky and unstable for us lately, but i believe the reason as to why our relationship can last for as long as it is now, it's due to 2 brave ppl making a choice. To keep it, to fight for it, and to work for it.

thou i wasn't really v.confident and sure abt all this initially, i know now, that i can always count on you :) thank you for the adv. prezzie for our 4th mthsary !

xoxo

2010-05-16T01:35:00.003+08:00

"If someone wants to be in your life, they will work to be a part of it. So don’t bother saving a spot for someone who won’t make an effort to stay."

2010-05-12T19:48:00.003+08:00

my phone has yet to send to repair. don't know if it will work. using this spare phone which kinda piss me off, damn not used to it. missing my old phone, my old tones waking me up early in the morning.

sigh.

then i went through a shit mess in school just now. fuck dulan to the max.
Lesson learnt? : cb. srsly, never be too kind and willing to help. none will appreciate man.

after going through the first sucky part of the day, thank god i've a group of really lively colleagues alongside with a set of traditional toast and hard-boiled eggs. i went through this hot tough tiring day.

still i don't feel really good. i feel so tired, so lethargic, so enervated. my bag is like a load of burden weighing on me. i feel emo. feel sad. but... i thought at least one, just one, anyone, can understand. but... guess i'm probably too unfathomable? probably too fuck-up in the head? probably...

wish projects due will be over asap. so that i can feel more relieved and less stressed and pissed each day with really irresponsible ppl arnd. everyone's out tday, and i'm the earliest.. too early that i... kinda hope everyone can come online now to send me whatever they'd done. have been staying up till wee hours for too long that i'm pretty sick and tired of it.

oh well. think i would rather starve than to talk or see anyone right now. plastic world.

2010-05-11T01:28:00.006+08:00

sigh, i'm so fucking upset! fuck this whole damn shit. was playing with the Z brothers earlier on and then burgering at baby's place tgt with his sisters happily. until... my phone went haywired!? srsly FML :( my phone is spoilt and i can't seem to use it at all. i can't even on it right now. dunno if it's due to the drain incident previously. i hope it's not beyond repair yet and all my datas won't go missing. :'(

flu bug and bad sore throat, yet again. the virus seems to be passing arnd to one after another and back at one again. weather is unstable out of late too... so take care ppl!!!

shall blog again~

xoxo

2010-05-08T02:05:00.002+08:00

"Personal Space"

hi all!! yay, i finally received all the pictures from sis, except some of the 'convocation 2010' ones. will prolly upload whatever i've on hand tmr :)

mmm... felt kinda pleased with myself for being on time the other day ever since sem 2 started. hahaha, it was twice in a week! :D but it lasted for two days only. lol. i was late after that very two days, the time just get later and later each day~ hehe really can ji xu. cos i was late again tday and pretty redundant to head to sch for the workshop when i ought to make up for the same workshop the nxt time round... so yea. the consequence of being late. :/

so i finally got to spend time with dawnie and ivy, after so long!!! :) we went to collect our tix at centennial before heading over to town to shop, AGAIN! hahaha. it's really ji xu for all of us. i can totally imagine mum's rxn if she knew i bought like 5 tops/shorts/dress on9, a topshop sandals, an overpriced accesorize item, 2 dresses, a top an another bag from bershka within a week. i really think it's insane! i mean, i don't even save much. and i'm still splurging unnecessarily. what's more, my wardrobe is alr over-crowding, and i'm still buying more and more. ugh blah blah :S

anyway, baby fetched me! and headed over to jp with his family tgt with amoz for adv mother's day dinner at pizza hut :D really ppl mountain ppl sea. then we went separate ways! met up with clique for catching up session at starbux. homesweeethome! :)

alrighty needa stop now! it's 240am and i'm working tmr at 9am! i hope i get up on time! night ppl!

2010-05-02T20:46:00.002+08:00

weeee went to so many places and did so many different things with different ppl; ppl i love :)

been procrastinating but haven find the time to upload all the overdued pictures as well as updating my blog! oh wells, currently staying at Amara! totally lovin' their rooms hehe! and it's so convenient for me to head to sch and workplace, only for tmr though.

and and. i've been spending alot online again out of late! idk why, i just keep spending and spending nonstop! hahahha it's like i dun need it at all, but i still just went on and proceed. :x baby's so gonna scold me again!!! mum too!!! i think dawn and i really needa stop, wenxin too! wahahhaa.

hao le, it's going 9pm and i'm gonna head off for fav yu pian mi fen with baby and parents shortly! yay!

ps: don't quite like this plastic society! becoming cynical like wenxin babe i guess. really find ppl these days childish and totally too free? got nthg better to do? srsly, empty vessels makes the loudest noise. no one is ever totally right, so yea, probably you can continue your bitching session wherever and whenever, but ultimately you will realize, zui ke bei de hai shi ni.

2010-04-22T15:22:00.003+08:00

Oh my, intestines have been fighting nonstop! really feel very awful!!!! this ouch feeling has followed me for the past few days alr. and sadly, cherry rub doesn't seem to be working this time round... :(

Btw, on a random note, i was searching for my sec sch exercise book's plastic folder last night. and I saw this still good in condition and safely kept notebook/'diary'... which actually led me back to the things of the past. i read through that very few pages, those drawings... esp the starry tatty bear........... I've come to realize, it's hard to get over ppl, and i mean really get over them. Cause you can start having feelings for someone else, but it doesn't necessarily mean you're over them. it just means you're moving on.

in short, wherever you are, whatever you're doing and concern about now, i hope you will always be happy, free from all the redundant stumbling blocks and in the pink of health.

2010-04-22T01:50:00.003+08:00

"In my head, I see you all over me..."

1. suddenly had an urge to load up afew selective overdued pictures!
2. jacjac is finally back :)
3. caught up with jo and chueny for dinner tday AT LAST (Y) :)
4. work has been t-i-r-i-n-g, that smtimes i really dread going over.
5. can't seem to cope well with my studies. esp this cock up case studies shit. omfg.
6. no feel for this sat's event!!! / so gonna miss zedanne's 1y/o celebration @ baby's :(
7. very broke, yet so many things on my wanna-buy-list :P
8. in great need of a short get-away/vacation at a very wrong timing
9. lesson at 830am later and work till 6pm after. but i'm still awake.
10. kinda lame typing this 10 things but just trying to keep myself occupied !

ANYWAY...

My xiao bao bei!

Lizhen jie's birthday celebration @ PS.Cafe :)

@ Baby's... Presenting another cute lovable baby Zaccheus :)

Town after a long hectic strange behaviour day :p with my dearest Jxl!!!

During... Sis's HAPPY Graduation!!!! :D

and her lil miss graddy... HAHAHAHAHA.

&&&&&&

My new love :) for the on-going two mths plus..

HEHEHEH. OKIE DOKEY, TIME TO HIT THE SACK. IT'S 2.22 NOW. xoxo

2010-04-17T21:59:00.002+08:00

Via a quick thought:

Firstly,
"Treat people as you would like to be treated. Karma's only a bitch, if you're."

Secondly,
"Those who try and bring you down are the ones who have so much bitterness and hatred with themselves, so they bring others down with them."

Thirdly,
"If you can't face the problem, then the problem must be your face."

you want to be the last one standing and bitching, so be it. have fun with your ranting wherever you want.

2010-04-17T16:42:00.003+08:00

"Like a fool who will never see the truth, you'll keep thinking something's gonna change"

HI!!!! It's saturday today! I should be somewhere, just somewhere happily enjoying my long weekend (cos there's no sch on fri) but but but... here am i, back in the office, working. :(

pretty sad thing. but on the other hand, it's pretty gd an experience, again :) working alongside with reynis, my bro's friend, who's my 'boss' hahaha. she's super nice lah. and it's so good to be working with someone whom you're familiar with rather than y'know... go all out and then get stabbed in the back or wadever. okay back to the point, my 3rd day here, and i think almost everyone in the office had been saying "woah, you look like your sis!" or "eh, did anyone tell you, you look alike as our previous staff here?"... it's so hilarious. everyone's saying we are twins but my parents don't even think so, likewise, us.

So i've got another 1 hr more to go before i can leave office and head for mooovie with baby! hehe. so happy! :D and glad our lil-lil-tiffs days are finally over, AT LAST!!! really hope things just keep getting better and smooth-sailing rather than.. yeah. i just hope those thai girls can just, go. other than that, i guess nthg else matters most. i'm not as 'da fang' as whoever, but well, i think everyone has their own past, and since i chose to accept you, i think i'm obliged to accept both your good and your bad, as well as your past present future. :) cos i don't think you would be able to accept wadever i did previously, but for you to acccept it, i think you'd done a big sacrifice.. so wouldn't it be hurtful if i can't do the very least for you? ;)

anyway, we're planning for so many things right now! i can't wait t get my dip cert, my pay frm all the jobs i'd worked, and my long vacation!!!! :D hahahhaa i'm really looking forward to our short get-away trips sometime soon (i hope), meet ups with Jxl...jacjac-ling-jen..., clique etc, and start flying off with my family after my exams are over! wahahhaa. so many plans ahead yet so lil time! oh well oh well, i hope this year's trip won't be cancelled. please don't have any h1n1-similar-cases coming up again.

ok stop here and back to work nao. moovie and koba later weehee! :D

2010-04-15T18:19:00.002+08:00

it's been so long since i last blogged. i missed typing in this space, where i can somewhat express out my heartfelt thoughts, a place i can rant.

things haven't been going smoothly out of late. probably because i've been way too temperamental and bad-tempered these days. losing my patience and flaring up over the littlest things easily within a minute. guess there are really some stuff which i have no control of, especially when it comes to my temper.

oh well... on a happier note, i finally received my sem 1's results via postage!!! :D kinda satisfied as i don't really pin high hopes in that 4 modules... cause y'know, it's all last minute revision, and cramping into brain cells hahahahha. pretty happy i gotten an A for Econs ! heheh. and a B + 2 Cs. rather average alr i suppose. cause their A is 80 and above, B is 70 and above, C is 60 and above! so yay, congrats to myself for that... gonna mug real hard for sem 2 cos it's another 4 new modules. accting and case studies which i dislike a lot!!! i hope i start gaining back the interest so that i won't flunk my papers this coming May-June. and did i also mention, i gotten a job already? hahaha :D

anyway.... i'm so happy and relieved for raynetan! cause she seem to be gaining back her old happy self :) kudos to you, babe! i've been waiting for this day, and i know you can do it! always rmbr you have both myself and wen xin's support ^^ besides that, i just reached baby's hse from SIM. went to attend sis's graduation ceremony just now with ed on behalf of my parents who is out stn currently. CONGRATS TO YOU SIS, HAPPY GRADUATION!!! ;)

oh ya, i finally recovered fully from my fever which lasted on and off last weeek. it took quite a while for me to be in the pink of health again!!! especially when i just went swimming the other day with baby, da jie and jason at my place! it's been so long since i last swam...the feeling's~damn great hehehe.

tday's a rather long post in 2010. lol. shall stop here now, and upload overdued pictures when i'm home during my freeetimeeee!

2010-04-15T01:12:00.000+08:00

Whoever said, “You don’t know what you have until it’s gone” is wrong, because you know exactly what you have when you have it. You just don’t know how much you need it until you can’t have it anymore.

and it's when the smell of yours still lingers arnd...

2010-04-15T01:00:00.001+08:00

Being unsure all of a sudden of the thing you thought you were so sure about is by far the worst feeling ever. and i felt it.

sigh. smtimes, i really wished i could do better, say better, react better, express better.

2010-04-14T04:02:00.000+08:00

Hurtful.

2010-04-14T02:53:00.000+08:00

Trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if its broken. But even so, you can still see the cracks in the reflection. I think there's really too many things that I wouldn't be able to control... ? Yes no ? Pretty weary, disappointed, stumbled with words, down, confused, vexed... Sigh.

2010-04-09T01:00:00.002+08:00

fever just went off. but still having this on-and-off flu bug and dry + sore throat. feeling kinda 'warm' and weak these days... but still pinching on heaty snacks like shilin xxl chicken tday hehe! that's one of my favourite and must-eat snack every time i hit FEP. and i don't know why... lately, i've been super hooked onto xin wang's food. esp their pi dan zhou~ and their dian xins~ all-time-fav har gao and fried wantons for heavy lunch hahaha!

went to catch When In Rome as well with the clique just now. overall, we'd a good time catching up!!! it's really been ages... =) and the other day was Diary of a Wimpy Kid at jp with wen xin dear! and catch up with lin for dinner over at enaq.

and and and!!!! everyone's calling/texting me to tell me abt REEEE-SULTSSSS! LIKE WTF! after mths of waiting, results are finally posted out. but not mineeee! i'm getting pretty anxious and eager to find out how i've fared for sem1's, and yet again, pretty worried of the outcome.

alrighty think it's time to stop typing and pop down a panadol ! xoxo

2010-03-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

" Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what’s wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer. you feel the way you do just because. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will
be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait. "

2010-03-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

oh anyways, baby fell asleep while we were watching our drama. boo. =(

2010-03-27T18:00:00.006+08:00

Woooo! I finally uploaded all the overdued pictures and adjusted it according to the dates taken as well. It took me so much of my time, and I really wonder "am i the only one who spent a lot of time in organisation?" hahahhaa.

Aniw, Raynetan! Super sorry for the overdued pictures thou it's just a few ! But you can finally get those pictures here alr :) cya nxt weeeek. Rmbr to get your itinery done HAHAHAH.

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29/1: POAD Clique :)
this was taken wayyyy back in Jan '10! a couple of days before Cal babe actually left for Melbourne. celine wasn't able to join us, so there's only yu si & kay tgt with one of their friend @ Boulevard. so we'd various martinissss and very huge serving of western food...

Then in the midst, I'd events work going on. One was the MDIS one, the other was @ Audi Showrm etc. Below is one relating to Disney On Ice :) "incredible" to get 15% dist. but i think the show ended last wk hahahah.

So this was Disney back in end Feb & early Mar '10 with the same grp of ppL~

Work at Raffles X' and Events job ended. Thank God, they have on9 purchase which will be starting smtime soon, i guess. (3bitesfull.com) they sell really nice handmade nougats, cranberry ftw if you're keen ;) Oh to add on, exams were over too.

4/3: Caught up w Xin tgt w Dawnie :)

123ed down to FEP with dawnie, corinne and sarah at Old Town. Had very tasteless bowl of soupy noodles (i don't like) and a cup of really milky-thick chocolate drink (i don't like too). they left, while dawnie and I met up with xin ! ION to get my sis's that 60bux haivainas for her b'day. develop photos and all. 313 for Icing Room (or whatever it's called) for Dawnie's bf's cake...

6/3: Sis's adv. dinner w grandparents and waipo !

went harbour front's Dragon Gate for sis b'day dinner. had fucking lots of reptitive prawns and fish dishes of diff style. imagine having salad prawns, king prawns, butterfly prawns and whatever prawns you can name. OMG. we'd a very filling dinner and headed home aftr...

10/3: Lincoln's :)

it was still my sch hols, and i had my dental apptment.. so off to play with CC baby! :D had home cooked food and my all-time-fav prawns at grandparents' place.

11/3: Yacht Club for MJ w my fav ppl ! :D

had mee siam with baby and off to meet jacjac and ling @ my bus-stop! heehee. went to pick teckteckteckyonggggg and off for our MJ session. HAHAHA, so wmm is the pong pong girl for the day... and teckteckteckyongggg was the winner for the day ! thanks jacjac for everything aniw. =) (can't wait to seeee you girls again !!!)

13/3: Baby & Jxl :)

spent my whole day drama-ing with Baby at his place ! then evening, left for jp to meet Jxl :) cause my dear wenxin is finally back from Japan ! had hell lots of catching up and gossip girl-ing session with them at thai express for dinner as well. got back really cute and yummy loots *blow kisses to you girl* =p baby came over arnd 10+ for movieeeeee

19/3: Chueny's celebration w Jo & Nette :)

i think it's been years since we last 4 hanged arnd and had hell lots of fun tgt! really reminded of the o sch days when we went through so much tgt. hahahaa, so we met up at night and had our fav steamboat again. took many many many plates of food (fuck delicious!) then off to clarke quay for an impromptu decision to Rebel...

24/3: Clique =D

after all the plannings and all, it ended up to nthg... no offence to 'ER'. but some others. town for xin wang and all. gotten my films, fuck happy heehee. then caught 3D how to train your dragon at plaza sing. super nice, i like Hiccup :D koba at cine for dinner... then baby came to fetch me home !

26/3: Lincoln's w Xin / Baby =D

sch ended at 1130, left to FEP t get another set of films =P then met xin for shilin chicken and bubble tea and to get our ears pierced as well HAHAHA. 124 down to my uncle's place then walked over to my grandparents' place soon after. had an enjoyable time with lincoln!!!

and i bet my dear girl had a fucking hard time feeding him during dinner. hahahhaa. still, i hope you had fun with him :) will load the pictures up once i receive it...

met up with mum and ah ma for dinner at je central. all time fav yu pian tang ! hee hee. then went up to finish up my last min work ! off to baby's place for the surprise and Halo with san jie and amoz at 10...

hi baby, i think things have been gg pretty smooth-sailing lately, like you said ! and yada thanks for making me feel so awkward and paiseh to have lil things placed PUBLICLY HAHAHA. hope you love this lil things that i can do for you, and your ai xin hearties mian bao !

i love you and work hard, don't eat snake at work ! hope this perks you up !

2010-03-26T00:00:00.004+08:00

//*I look into your eyes & I see milky ways, stars, galaxys, clouds & cosmic love*:)

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2010-03-24T02:16:00.000+08:00

"For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else."

how true. in my entire 19 years of living, i've missed so much, and gained so much, and lost so much. i guess, these are indeed the moments that are littered all over, the fresh and raw experiences that burn and sting, and nightmares that might never quite go away. but also for the silently beautiful things that have happened to me. Remember, is one word that links to so many things, and definitely a word that's gonna remind me never to fall again.

aniw, this goes out to smone impt.. we tend to think being hard on ourselves will make us strong, but it is cherishing ourselves that gives us strength. I agree smtimes letting go is hard, but it's easier than holding on to smthg that isn't there... Most imptly, don't base your decisions on the advice of ppl who don't have to deal with the result. think abt it yourself alright?
Always here for you, xoxo

2010-03-23T15:31:00.001+08:00

I think my previous entries are pretty much more like a 'past' thingy. So just to share smthg that actually make my day out of late ! Heheheh.

I FINALLY, AFTER CONTEMPLATING AND WAITING AND ALL..... Gotten this SHARED WHITE COLOR INSTAX with BABY !!! =D and the extra polaroid casing for protection and all the many diff cartoon films! Wahahahahh, i'm so gonna get all the diff films to fill up our album !

SPELLS Y-A-Y!

2010-03-22T19:20:00.009+08:00

"smtimes i really feel like spitting out my entire's life story, to anyone who'll listen." - has been gg on running thru my mind for quite a while, till i get to meet up with my girls the other night. i feel, having them gg thru those days thruout my primary sch days, and the times we forked out to meet and all even when we were separated in diff secondary sch, they pratically knew almost half of whatever that has taken place in my life. but now, they knew my entire's life story alr. and i felt really way bettterrrr than before to have shared that with them. really babes, thank you for lending me 2 pairs of listening ears all the time. :)

'Well well... Ppl have scars in all sorts of unexpected places, like secret road maps of their personal histories; diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nthg behind but a scar. But some don't. Some wounds carry with us everywhere and thou the cut is long gone, the pain still lingers.

As such, I've learnt along the way that you can't let anyone in too far and you can't trust endlessly. The biggest mistake you can make is to care or love somemore more than yourself, because then, you are just setting yourself up for disappointments. Boundaries are necessary so that you can protect yourself, because once you're broken, you'll never be fully fixed.

That's when smtimes you just need to realize you can't have it all and you can't fix every mistake you made. You need to move on and try to be happy, even if it's the hardest thing you'll ever have to do.'

pretty nostalgic now. esp the thought of all the things that had happened and the things i did and all. i doubt i would ever be able to fget jin, fget that 1 year 8 mths, the place which i'm so used to calling Home, the people whom i've hanged arnd with which i call Family, basically every single thing. these are like call waiting; you leave one person on hold for too long, and they're gonna hang up. anyhow, one year has passed, made me see a lot, felt a lot, teared a lot, realized a lot... and gradually grew stronger than b4.

really thankful to my girls who stood by me and see me at my worst :) and not fgeting JM, whom, unknowingly, came into my life coming to the end of Jan 2010.... thank you baby! it's amazing how we knew each other for 3 years (i think?) and ended up being tgt. Wahahahhah!
for all the times we spent tgt, the cooking-fried-rice-for-me days, chasing-after-dramas days, catching-movies days, making mango puddings-baking muffins-porridge-cheesecakes and all sort of varieties for you days, halo-ing days. practically every single thing, your patience, your hard work, your efforts, your understanding, thank u! :) no one else would be able to see how much you've changed, cept for myself and your family, but that doesn't matter. and i wouldn't say you'll be the last, but i will try whatever i can to make you and this my last, and i promise to make this the best out of it, to see everything through tgt with you. nthg's gonna affect us as of now, this i assure you. =)

xoxo

2010-03-21T02:15:00.000+08:00

Woooo, I think this procrastination thingy gonna go on for a while. HAHAHAHA, I'm pretty lazy these days to do updating of what I've been occupied with and uploading of those overdued peektures!

Aniw. Just gonna have a short summarization, Life's been pretty good (Y) :) spent most of my time with baby and family. BWC almost all the time lol. And most of our time are spent watching HK drama DVDs. I've been hooked onto a couple of shows lately, and I made baby watch them with me during our freee time. Hehehe, WE WERE REALLY HOOKED ONTO IT till we spent many hours just finishing up 1 whole disc with many episodes. cfm FTW liao hahhahah.

Besides HK drama-ing, we spent a lot of our time catching movies and munching on you-yu and chippings :D i think that's the only good thing abt life right now. Have been tugging in late recently, but what's great abt sleeping late these days is.... There's only 2 days of school last week and NO SCH TMR ! heh. hao liao, can't wait to meet my girls very soon and my :) 2nd ! ^^

Ohhh, and and... On a random note, even a good player could someday be a toy of a better player. This game is called Karma. Think, just think. What goes around, comes around~
it's more like being reciprocal.. if you want others to be nice to you, then the least you can/should do is to treat others the way you want them to treat you. stop grumbling as thou everyone owe you a living, and get a life.

2010-03-17T16:40:00.003+08:00

"If you want the rainbow, you’ve got to put up with the rain."

I'm having only 2 days of schl for this week. really cool shit wahhahahah! felt as though i'm still having my sch holiday vacation :P heeh. aniw went haloing just now, and i hope i don't suffer from hangover ltr thou it's just that lil bit of mart. okie dokey, time to hit the sack b4 i really get up late for later's class. good night!

2010-03-12T01:36:00.005+08:00

Okay, I really am in a need for a good good rest so that I won't be feeling so lethargic tmr at work ! Will blog with pictures when i'm free, prolly on sat ! =D

And oh, met up with jacjac, ling and ty for MJ at yatch club just now. Had hell lots of fun tgt, and i can't wait for our nxt meet-up again nxt wk ! Teehee, love you babes ^^v

Lastly... just for you !
you've got a lazy gf who is so damn lazy to post up pw entries for you, i know it's been a while, but well well it'll be done in a jiffy very soon, & i'm still gonna whisper this into your ears "babyyy, i'm on the first step, i'm gonna catch you" before you doze offfff. HAHAHHAAH! sorry to have kept you waiting for so many hours before we can have dinner tgt just now! I, too, enjoy every moment we spent tgt! come what may, i'm gonna stand by you thru all the good & bad, smooth & tough, sweet & bitter with youuuu k! whatever may or may not happen, no one's gonna know, but as of now, i'm gonna make every moment we've tgt the best out of it. good night & xoxo :) !

2010-03-06T02:53:00.004+08:00

"Once you lose yourself, you have two choices. 1; to find the person you used to be, or 2; lose that person completely and create a new one."

To add on, NOT everything has an OFF switch or STOP button .

2010-03-06T02:36:00.004+08:00

Hey,

:)

Aniw. exams have finally come to an end, like finally :) which is a super yay thing!!! Brought dawn to met xin yesterday after early lunch at Old Town's with corinne and sarah :)! Accompanied dawnie for her cake-decor thingy and we trained down to vivo!

Met up with mom and dad there after i'm done developing pics for sis! So yeah, life's been going back on track i guess. Exams over, stress are gone, holidays are here!! :) Been facing lots of ups and downs. But glad everything has come to an end? Whatever it is, it doesn't really matter much how ppl are gonna judge and see me or whatever. Cos basically it's only the ppl who are involved that knows exactly what is and has been going and had already taken place all this while / recently / currently. i guess it's pretty crystal clear that things have turned uglier and uglier but well well, as i said previously, there are many things which happened for a reason. i don't know how and why, but it just did so.

And and. WE had buffet dinner with paternal's and TT this evening with my family as an adv. celebration for sis b;day! :) damn lotsa serving! imagine 3 steamed fish, diff styles of prawns and all. goodness grief, i'm so gonna put on weight from eating all this lahhhh. time to put "jian fei" in my to-fulfill-list. hahaha.

okie dokey, btw i Just got home from 3D's alice in wonderland. had my fav churros too heehee :B AND I almost dozed off in the midst of the show :( so gonna tug in soon alr! working tmr. god damn it, it's fucking early shift. ahhhhhh. i hope i don't feel grouchy tmr!

hao liao. time to stop and zzZzzz. bon voyage dawnie & xin :)

& good night B ^^

2010-03-03T01:39:00.002+08:00

I don't like splitting headaches, aching tummy, whereby you don't know what's the cause of it and it just ache so badly continuously. =(

2010-03-01T18:56:00.003+08:00

First day of a new mth = good :D

econs ppr was relatively easy!!! majority felt so and luckily it was really manageable. and i'm glad i did studied heeh! i wouldn't say i will get an A but i'm sure it will definitely be a pass. adding on to my assignment, hopefully it's gonna turn out more 理想......

hmm hmm couple of things happened but i hope i'm still gonna stand strong and not let any stumbling blocks bring me down. i'm glad two pprs are down now, two more to go and BTT this week, wahhahah! then it's gonna be sis b'day and all... can't wait!!! and and, this whole week i've been having really bad tummy ache!!! i can't figure out if it's just cramps or gastric or whatever. aching so bad that it's affecting my day!!!!!! :(

Anyhow... i'm really happy to be able to meet Lin ytd for dinner! ranted and shared the common talkssss and really thankful to have these bunch of really gr8 friends standing by me!!! =) i know it's not gonna turn out good from this moment on, but i hope in time to come, things gonna just get better. up to this moment, i don't know what else i've got to say and what i could have said to prevent all this, but.... i've realized - people really do come and go. Or maybe i was the one who let that minimal few go, but well well, many things are beyond my control. I know there are a couple of things that i can't change, i know there are some situations where apologies hold no bearings, i know that twists of fate bring people tgt, and sometimes "everything really happens for a reason" can tear us apart too.

If granted another one chance, i wished i could have done better and be better. alrights, time for dinner! home-cooked food again (Y) :D heeheeeheee.

Missing my huwenxin! seee you on thurs babe! :)

2010-02-26T01:52:00.006+08:00

":) 1st !"

"Maybe that’s what it all comes down to.
Love, not as a surge of passion,
but as a choice to commit to something, someone,
no matter what obstacles or temptations stand in the way. And maybe making that choice,
again and again, day in and day out, year after year,
says more about love
than never having a choice to make at all."
xoxo

idk how, but you just seem to know the way, to turn my frown upside down. you always know what to say, to make me feel like everything's okay. when life has knocked me down, i turned to you, and you opened the door.
thanky baby J! it's lil things like that that made life gr8 :)))) heehehh.

2010-02-25T15:52:00.005+08:00

"Sometimes I'm afraid to let myself be too happy. I have a bad habit of ruining a good thing."

i really have such a bad habit. and i wonder if you realized it? yes no?

ANIW. I MISS JXL AND HF AND SEC SCHL CLIQUE AND POAD CLIQUE AND MDIS CLIQUE. Ahhh exams are screwing me and f-ing my life up.

2010-02-25T14:32:00.005+08:00

Overdued pictures from cny eve and cny day 1, at both paternal's and maternal's side.

Finally bank in all the $$$ !!! and it makes me happy to see the numbers in my bank increasing and not decreasing heheheh. really trying hard not to spend prodigally but it's really hard to keep out from all the temptations !!!! i think i really spent whole of my 19 years splurging and splurging on clothes till my savings all depleted like WOAH alr. esp when there's still so many things on my wishlist.... goodness grief. :((((

urghhhhh really feel like pouting in front of b so badly now. :(((

ANYWAYYYYYYY I should be making full good use of my off day today to study and finish up lesson 5 & 6 of mktg to be fully ready for tmr's 3hrs paper at 9am ! but i'm not at all doing anything productive!!!! Just when i should really put my main focus and concentration on my papers, i'm not. And instead of not thinking and thinking and thinking too much on those redundant shit, i kept doing the same repetitive shit and even found out more than what i already know...

this is fucking affecting me so much that i feel so grumpy and touchy and angsty now! stupid fits.

2010-02-23T14:02:00.003+08:00

Life would be perfect if some girls had mute buttons, guys had edit buttons, bad times had a fast forward button and good times had pause buttons.

i wish i'd this ability to pause all the good times . ahhh work is super tiring, managed to skip work for two days, and now i finally had the time to blog and start on my revision for mktg which has so much to memorize and squeeze into my brain !!! i hope at the end of the day, my brain juice won't be squeezed out . okok time to get back to studies, miss all my girlfriends :((((

2010-02-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

2010-02-20T23:43:00.002+08:00

fucking bad flu and fucking tiring work that will go on for the next few weeks and exams which i haven even started studying any at all yet and all the shit that's gonna take place = FML.
ok, should just bang wall and fucking leave me alone .

2010-02-20T23:29:00.003+08:00

Smthings are better left unsaid

All i need you was as simple as not being 2nd, as simple as having you needing me as well. but maybe i was wrong? Now, i really need a boyfriend who will just leave me alone when i'm having my stupid fits.

2010-02-19T00:06:00.001+08:00

I’ve made mistakes in my life.
I’ve let people take advantage of me,
and I accepted way less than I deserve.
But,
I’ve learned from my bad choices
and even though there are some things
I can never get back
and people who will never be sorry,
I’ll know better next time
and I won’t settle for anything less than I deserve.

'cos don't allow guilt to eat away your happiness.
accept your own mistakes and maybe it will make you feel better.

^
^
^

really do hope i can actually not let Guilt eat away all my happiness. but there're really times when certain things just don't go away, it just stay there, stop there, and made me start pondering and wondering if there're things which right from the start, i shouldn't have done? yes no?

Btw, started work at raffles. helping sis's friend out, selling their own soft chewy handmade nougats. i'm hooked onto both cranberry and roasted almond with black sesame now hahaha. bro is also hooked onto it that he gotten me to get quite a few packs back home. i think the ingredients used and stuff ; is really worth that steep price. but SOMEONE disagreeeee and thinks that black sesame nougat has a smelly smell :( and and. weekends gonna be spent on disney job. and selective days for my exams. omg omg , i see so many things to memorize but i've started none at the moment. it's time to start screaming for HELP :'(

2010-02-17T20:00:00.001+08:00

Sometimes you don’t want to know the truth, you may think you do, but once you know, you’d give just about anything to go back to being ignorant.

i think i'm finally feeling this way. idk why but just feel sad and affected knowing so muchhhhhhh relating to you. at least for now, i still felt as though i'm kept in the dark.

2010-02-14T19:01:00.004+08:00

Significant or Insignificant?

so unhappy that i actually gorged myself with two plates of rice for dinner. fuck.

wanna hit the club, very sooon.

2010-02-12T00:43:00.003+08:00

"Having that sad sinking feeling in your chest
when you found out smthg"

sometimes i wish i wasn't aware of so many things that had happened in the past, is still happening now, or whatever that relates to you...

suddenly tinged with sadness.. ahhh, guess i really deserve all this shit,
cause i've been probing too much.

sometimes i wish i'm not reading into it too much. sometimes i just wish i can pretend i know nothing and not get affected over the littlest things of the past/present.

sometimes... sometimes, i wish i can just keep everything to myself.

幸福是短暂的. how true.

2010-02-11T03:00:00.000+08:00

AHHHH first it was Econs, and now it's Mktg -.-

fml ! i can't wait to fall right on my bed now !!!!! :(

2010-02-08T00:02:00.001+08:00

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2010-02-06T00:40:00.000+08:00

"All the things a girl should know, are probably the things she can't control"

Part 1:

Part 2:

i'm not a "thai" person, just happened to chance upon this video and it literally reminded me of some stuff.... i don't like it, but i can't help it. grrrrr. guess there're really so many things which i can never have control of.

k time for bed . good night~

2010-02-05T14:15:00.012+08:00

"You knew what you'd done, But I knew clearer than you do."

Overdued pictures uploaded! Next's gonna be blasting the music and coop myself in the rooom.

2010-02-05T00:21:00.002+08:00

i think wanting to know more and trying to find all sort of means to know smthg really suck . cause in the end we only get to know more about things that we don't really want to know . and now all i can conclude is , i think i knew too much , that i'm getting alittle too affected over certain things again . but i don't where to start from . this sucks .

oh wells , can't wait for cny and all to approach . cause it means more get-along sessions with my couzzies and my girlfriends and more $$$ hahahaha! And and. wishing my grandfather a speedy recoveryyyy, really hope things just get better before cny approaches .

gonna hit the sack now! xo,baby

2010-02-03T00:11:00.008+08:00

:D

Won't listen to any advice
Momma's telling me I should think twice
But love to my own devices
I'm addicted, it's a crisis

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you leave

I'm all strung out, heart is fried
Just can't get you off my mind

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

2010-02-01T20:52:00.005+08:00

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2010-01-31T01:04:00.000+08:00

"just for you, rayne twl :))))"

^
i used to not believe "time will heal", but now i do . cause i've healed and i know you can do it too, dear! you just gotta put in alittle more effort, to try alittle harder, and if you fall while trying, fret not, cause you have both me and xin to pick you up as you walk along, to face all the upcoming ups and downs tgt with you . cause nothing else matters, as long as we stick tgt and have our days be filled with nothing but joy and happiness!!!! hugs:)

Always here,xoxo

2010-01-28T02:33:00.003+08:00

hmm mmm school was total shit again tday! lecturer didnt teach at all, and wanted ask to write the outlines for the whole assignment, like wtf? -.- fuck Econs srsly. it's still hanging there, the same paragraph, same line, same words, for the past few days... and i'm not working on it at all. dun like it :( it's literally killing me, and i really feel like bursting!!!! Grrrrrrrr.

so tday, i went for attendance marking... then was queens to slack and had laksa for breaky there with dawn ivy and corinne :) it's been so longgggg since i'd laksa! mom's laksa is one of my fav. hwx and twl can try it one of these days!^^

then was adelphi for my dental! i was damn blur and mixed up the stn to alight at, sorry xin to make you go here and there with me! hahahha i really dun mean it! 145 to my grandparents' with wenxin for her proj. stuff!

Was DAMN HAPPY to see baby lincoln!!! that cheeky boy really knows how to make my day as usual. and just by hearing him call me 'ah yi' makes me feel so warmed hahahhah! think i can train to be a potential good mother lol. anyway...hopes we managed to help with your proj & dun be too happy cos he kissed you tday! he's so gonna forget you if he dun get to see you often, so he wont be yours ok? hahahhahahhaha.

we Left in the evening and caught up with chueny, gary & co. for steamboatttttt. it's superbbbbb & i can't wait to get my family there one of these days! it's been so long since i had a good meal with them :( this whole wk is so hectic that i'm only left with like a Sunday for them... but dad is fucking hooked onto the 'Ai' show -.- so less likely for a complete family dinner this weeeek, i think?

okok gonna stop and get t bed now! hopefully my teeeth wont ache that bad tmr,xo

2010-01-27T01:41:00.018+08:00

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2010-01-26T16:09:00.003+08:00

lesson tday was cancelled. no school tday should be a yay thing, but here am i still spending so much of my time on econs. :S it's really f-ing my life lately. i think i'm gonna like screw econs up this march.

anyway, smthg t share, had very nice frrrrrrieddddddddd riiiiiiiiceeeeeeeee yesterday for brkfast+lunch :)))) just exchanged positions with my owner, now that pig is my maid hahahhah. just kidding.

hmm mmm.... just keeps me wondering abt so many stuff. can't seem to focus and get back t the right track again. grrrrr. maybe i'm not just the only one, or maybe this probably gonna last for a short period of time, i think?

okokokok f affected over littlest things again. probably thinking too much again. byez.

2010-01-24T05:40:00.001+08:00

someone just lied to me abt smthg.

alright maybe i'm just over-reacting ? yes no ?

but I srsly just wanted smthg as simple as not being 2nd.

you get my drift?

i don't know how hard is it to accomplish a simple task like that for someone simple like me.

2010-01-23T04:00:00.000+08:00

"So why does hello feels like goodbye???"

@MDIS with yani:)

08.12.09 @ ION with sis and ed. :)
with all the x'mas seasons decors beautifully lighted up!

09.12.09 @ SRC with carissa and co. for the MILO montage:)

Btw here are some pics taken during work to share! with yu si & co. and pat mok!:)

11.12.09

@ manhill with family, ahma, BB and paternal's side:))))

@ DBL O with jxl + joyce(!), and sec schl friends:)))

i'm a happy birthday girl hahah! thank y'all for turning up and the 2 b'day cakes!!

not fgetting the girls who tolerated my temper that night & the 4am bak kut teh at the coffeeshop with the addtional 'birthday specs' you girls gotten hehehe

12.12.09 @ Rebel/Zirca with lin & co.

ohhh & this was the day when my lil puppy and casing gone missing:(

bumped into birthday girl, sandy nearby! after donkey years!

13.12.09 @ din tai fung with lizhen, tony & co.

17.12.09 @ zhou's kitchen with maternal's side:)))
for catching up as well as celebrating ahma's birthday!!!!

18.12.09 @ everywhere in town with jac, ling & jen:)))
thou the food at 313 was overall a bad one, still it was nice catching up with y'all!
& thank you for the prezzie and time out for my celebration!

19.12.09 @ botanic garden with mom, ahma, couzzie & bf:)

20.12.09 @ home for baking session with sis & klang:))

22.12.09 @ vivo with the cliqueeeeeee:)
thank y'all for our combined b'day celebration esp. gary derek yuyu for the surprises!

23.12.09 @ Supperclub with jxl, qi, kh & co. :)

30.12.09 @ ts' place

31.12.09 @ home for BBQ with fam + BB + paternal's;)

03.01.10 @ Ashton's 1 year partyyy

03.01.10 @ zy's 22nd
sheng ri kuai le army boy! zhang da liao, ting ma ma de hua duo yi dian!

hope signing on isnt a bad decision for you & be happy with chris:)

05.01.10 @ Ivins :) bro's 26th!

08.01.10 @ Zouk/Phuture with jxl & co. :)

super comfy to be all-covered esp. when you dun sweat at all! hahaha!

wasnt really a gr8 night due to certain misunderstandingssss but glad it's all over!
love ya Lin:)

08.01.10 @ fav. ayam penyet's with baby xin:))))

11.01.10 @ ION with 1chuen & jo:D

16.01.10 @ westmall! Spynextdoor with xin & co.

18.01.10 @ sentosa! chin hua's bday~

weeeeeeeeee! firstly, happy 27th to mom & dad! i'm so glad i finally uploaded these selective overdued pictures taken last dec'09 and this jan '10!!!!! ^^ 2009 is finally over, was good was bad, hoping 2010 will be a good one... however the beginning of the year was total shit. i hope the following 11 months gonna be good or at least average? yes no? studies have been cock up shit lately! so many assignments and exams commencing 2wks after CNY, i wonder how am i gonna get prepared for that with the cny mood grrrrrr.

whatever it is, one good thing t share is i'm so glad things are back to norm with raynetan! weeee loveeeeee youuuuuuuu :)))))))) && another thing is i finally completed my ITT assignment! like yay ttm! tmr's gonna be econs with dawn ivy and corinne, i hope i get t understand econs better by tmr.

so i just had a long day at baby xin's place! thanks for accompanying to struggle through this whole tough night! i love you a lot too dear! alrights time to stop and head home now t get some sleeep,xoxo

2010-01-22T01:31:00.003+08:00

" there's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and fixing everything, but it's not giving up . it's realizing you don't need certain people and their crap . "
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i'm trying to get back on track and blog with all the overdued pictures but i'm just so held up with work (which ended during the wkends:)), school (despite ending at 1130am everyday), assignments (which i've yet to even complete 1 good one), birthday celebrations, meeting ups, gatherings and all. i don't even have the time to make the trip down to visit my baby lincoln this wk! hella good. ohyea sis is back frm bkk and ed is down with fever, getwellsoon ok if you're reading this! and hmm got many loots from sissy hehe! wardrobe srsly expanding. but i think most of the girls are like me? have too many clothes yet just can't seem to stop splurging and buying and adding on more and more hahaha.

alright this whole wk gonna be full of assignments wk. time to really sit down and start doing smthg really productive and constructive. cos time's really running out and it's not waiting for me at all!!! Hopes i'll be able to complete everything on time and not get so frustrated and vent my anger on ppl arnd :S think it's time to stop, needa get some slp and wake some pig up tmr (think i've recently gotten myself a job as a maid lol) okay nighty night,xo

2010-01-13T03:22:00.001+08:00

Assignments... Upcoming event jobs.... Gatherings... CNY... Exams...

guess it's time to deactivate for a while. think i needa a long brrrreeeeakkkkk to get back on the right path to where things first started. probably as time pass, it will all gradually get better?

anyway just edited the pic on my frontpg :B feeling all so WOO! to see a new layout with peeks and peeks of ppl who mean a lot to me. i can't possibly put up all of them but this are those who really mean hell impt to me^^

till then. its time to hit the sack :S

2010-01-10T04:55:00.002+08:00

Fuck miserable life.

I really think i need some time alone to cool down and learn to see things in my parents' shoes. I hope there's this one day when we can really sit down and talk everything over calmly, for all the past to be over and get better. I hope i did nothing to hurt them so bad previously.... but time can't turn back. Sigh, sorry really seems to be the hardest word. I never knew following my heart to do smthg i really want to with no regrets will hurt the closest person to me. I wish for your heart to heal soon, MM =..(

hopes the ppl at home can just be alil more patient with me.

2010-01-09T19:20:00.004+08:00

so many things have happened. my life's turning upside-down. i'm damn broke. trying not to spend and save. but too many different events and stuff. i just can't stop and resist. i think there's hell lots of problems going on in my life right now, that i really feel so SIAN all the time.

just as a form of reassuration, Just because I don't smile, doesn't mean I'm angry I'm disturbed I'm unapproachable I'm showing attitude. i just wanna be quiet and dun speak unnecessarily.

oh btw, i'm really fuck damn disappointed, that i guess words and expressions and actions or whatsoever can't explain how much it hurts deep down. Here i am caring, really trying to care with the bottom of my heart, thinking of different ways and trying to keep you occupied and be there whenever you feel low as promised. and feeling all so guilty to flare up when in 'that kinda state' and to think that i even feel so much like a busybody for interfering so much, i apologized. wanna learn and trying to be better in the way i care... but how nice... to my dismay...
i think i'm missing a lot of things out in your life right now, i can't even talk nicely to you, i dun even know why, i just can't fathom what you're thinking, i just feel this whole thing is an utter disappointment. i hope i can just forget all about it and be back to what we used to be. i hope i can dun care and worry so much about you. i really hope i can do it.

Alrights, cny 2010 is coming soon. i hope it's good. to meet up with the cousins and relatives and all. baby lincoln esp. when i dun have the time to go over to grandparents' place lately, i miss him a lot. i hope i can meet up with joyce very soon as well, picnic with the other 2 girls tgt or smthg. to catch up with jo and chueny on coming mon:) and the 2days event on fri and sat with cal babe, celine & co. and jacjac jen and ling's companion again vvvv sooon. Hopefullly........

oh yeap before i end, i'm so glad that i've found myself a few more really nice hang-able friends to hang out with :) ppl like ivy, dawn, corinne, nicole, mandy.. thou we dun hang arnd as often right now, but i believe the bond's gonna get stronger as each day passes. at least in this batch of 40stud, they are really nice GENUINE ppl who don't play tricks on friends whom this bunch of ppl claimed 'they are friends' when they behaved so fuckingly fucked. and yesterday's shopping spreee with baby xin was gr8, ayam penyet as usual :) i'm so glad i have you arnd bestie! will share tons andtons of pictures soon :B and last night's steamboat over at zy's place was extremely gr8 as well. seemed like a cny renuion dinner or smthg haha but it was gr8 the gyoza was gr8 too.
thank you zy/your mum&sis for this simple and heartwarming preparation for us ;)

XOXO

2010-01-05T18:35:00.003+08:00

"There are things that we don’t want to happen but have to accept, things we don’t want to know but have to learn, and people we can’t live without but have to let go"

for the first time, it took so damn bloody long for my rashes to go away!!! i've got no idea what i ate wrong. i only knew it has no linkage to the alcohol. and i've no allergy to any other food! grrrrr. until today, i'm still feeling the itch and i dunno why. :(

oh and 1 more thing, i'm sorry raynetan! i chose to believe in what i see and feel, but i didn't realise my sense of judgement this time round were wrong. hope this long holiday brk have given you hell lots of fun and time to catch up with the ppl you've always wanted t and when sch commences, you will be all ready to fight the battle. love ya:)

byez will update soooon, REAL SOON!

2010-01-03T17:46:00.002+08:00

" Sometimes I wish I could just pretend "

too many overdued pictures and entries to post up, but i'm still extremely lazy to blog them up. holiday breaks often pass so quickly, in a blink of an eye, it's school tmr again !

yesterday noon was over at drusilla's place for ashton's 1yr old party. he's all grown up now. walking steadily and still as bubbly and cheeky as ever. just like baby lincoln :) hahaha. then evening was over to get the b'day cake with wenxin! over to zy's place to help out. but we were too late and there's nth much left for us to do hahhaa. so sorry!!!!!

so we 'd steamboat and bbq! and his mum even prepared hell lots of dishes for us, resultng in lots of leftovers! but the gyozas and springrolls were heaven. hahaha. :) met many long-time-no-see ppl like my neighbour benben, qh, ck & co. and JOANNA!!!!!! so happy to see her :)))

cake smashings, drinks, games all were fun. thank you so much for the food preparation! & of course invitation as well :) i'm sorry that i've to go off early but the itch was unbearable. must be the grapes' fault! HEHE AND PLEASE DUN BEAR GRUDGES ON THE SMASHING PART, SORRY TO HURT YOUR EYE :p NEXT YEAR GIVE U CHANCE OK? NO MORE SMASHING. AND OH, THANK U FOR LOOKING AFTER MY WENXIN :)

ok. i think i need to get more rest alr else i really wonder if i'll be able t turn up for sch tmr? god bless. & TC bandanged hand.

ps//hid my make up smeared eyes to show that im fine

2009-12-28T23:52:00.006+08:00

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Does anyone understand? Just one .

Things are really going haywire these days and it's ruining my mood totally. I wish someone can just understand my plight . It's a kind of reciprocal thing isn't it. You expect how others treat you, then you should first make the move to treat others the same way ?

And srsly, i'm beginning to feel weary of trying to explain why am i behaving like that. It's taxing. Cos it seem like no one understands the main point . And here i am trying so hard to tell and explain, but in the end it may just all turn out to nothing but just excuses or cooked-up stories ? So why do i even bother to do so much ? This applies to every single one who's causing a change in my mood right now . I'm not referring to just 1 person in particular.

Whatever it is, my mood is extremely down. I'm supposed to be a happy girl, smiling all the way, just like how i smiled so heartily on my birthday. But now my mood is ruined, totally. I can't seem to put a smile on my face right now. Its really weary. TO have all this kinda negative thoughts and i think when i read back my past entries in future, i will ended up feeling emo x 10. cos the entries here are all so fucked.

The same way how my 2009 is so fuck up. I wish 2010 will be a better year....

2009-12-21T23:44:00.003+08:00

Take me on a trip, I'd like to go somewhere~~~~~

I'm extremely lazy and tired and dead and enervated to blog and upload pictures here. There's too much to rant, too many places and people i've been at & with to blog, too many pictures to share as well.

This two weeks hiatus was good and bad. Daily routines as usual. TIRED AND EXHAUSTED IS WHAT I FEEL NOW. :(

Think I'm gonna take some time out b4 i start blogging the weeks' happenings! I think i'm more active in facebk nowadays than in blogger. hahahha. Oh yar i'm so glad i get to see her today after so long....at least there's 1.

alright till then 26th. :)

2009-12-09T17:01:00.002+08:00

tday's the 3rd day since sch commenced. and it's my first time wearing havaianas to sch and i got caught -.- okay this is really lameshit but whatever !

school's pretty much alright. have been very attentive in class for these 3 days and i stayed awake despite wanting to fall very badly hahaha. classmates consist of quite a no. of diff c'tries and hmm i noticed 2 chio bu in my class ! ;) no yandaos, just a few really friendly and jovial ppl. oh yar adding on... RIS LOW is in the same class as me. but i only saw her once, and i think she's really brave enough to be standing strong, even up till now. so let's not mock at her kay?

So i've been in and out of poad since monday. cos i think it's really stupid to be comingall the way down to queens for school and then back home after spending like 3hrs in sch? :S so thanks to cari for getting me a place at poad for just this one wk to help out .

OKAY TILL THEN ! WILL BE BACK TO UPDATE

2009-12-07T03:08:00.002+08:00

WOOO LOVING TODAY'S HOROSCOPE ESP. THE PART WHERE IT SAYS IF YOU'RE SINGLE YADAYADA COS TMR SCH'S GONNA COMMENCE AND MAIN FOCUS' GONNA BE ON TRAVELLLLLLLLLLING~ HOW TRUE ! :B

BTW IT'S 3:11AM NOW AND I'M STILL AWAKE ! LEFT WITH 3HRS+ BEFORE I LEAVE HOME FOR SCH ! HOPEFULLY I CAN WAKE UP ON TIME AND HAVE A HAPPY DAY IN SCHOOL MEET NEW FRIENDLY CLASSMATES HAHA AND THIS WHOLE WEEK'S GONNA BE WORK AT POAD ! $) :P

HAPPY TO SPEND MY WEEK FRUITFULLY HEHE NIGHTS ALL !

2009-12-06T02:53:00.003+08:00

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day out with rayne tan! :)

mummy drove me over to her place and had lunch there till i think 3pm? Left to lakeside and trained down to town.

first stop was ion to various shops then taka then wisma then cine. we had my fav banana choc fish-shaped pancake at ion! then we went over to cine to get frolick and shoppppped!

Had soup spoon for dinner! wanted clam chowder but it was OOS! so had minestrone instead. still as good :> hahaha HOMESWEEEEETHOME !

2009-12-06T02:16:00.004+08:00

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@ baystreet 21 with shuyi, yuyu, guoyin, mrs wong and miss law :)

derek, gary, yokechan and qihao failed to turn up~ hope to seeee youuuu guys soon ya!

2009-12-06T00:09:00.008+08:00

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cycling @ ECP with dina, winson, shirley, chris, jaz, yixi and ben :)
had BK at 6, started off and ended at arnd 8+~9pm.
aftr that was lau pa sa with Z for fab satays chicken wings and fried rice !

L.O.V.E. :)